Little Miss Danger

Ello der! Man today was, well todayish… That explains a lot lol. So ya… Idk today was one of those days where just all day I just didn’t give a shit about anything, it’s like I’m mentally constipated, or something ya kno!!! I mean like I actually talked to new people at school today, not just new people, popular looking people (just so you kno, I started a new school on Monday and don’t like kno anyone and shyness does NOT help this) I just walked up and was like hey, I’m new can I eat with you? And they totally let me! I was so happy, cause my like biggest fear is rejection and I actually was excepted! My challenge for you all is to try talking to someone new, make a new friend, open up! Let your true self show and be confident!! Trust me its worth it, and even if that person or group of people rejects you it’s their loss! There is many people out there, you just have to find the ones that fit with you!! That’s all for now! Remember: Be yourself and you can’t go wrong! Little Miss Danger is out!!

Why yes it has. I stopped posting for awhile but I’m going to try to post more often. Now this is going to be less about my day and more about me bitching about this girl who is supposed to be my mentor, but really doesn’t act like it very much. So if you don’t want to read about this just go away… jk I don’t really care what you do. So, if you remember in my fist post I mentioned this girl named Rose. She is my leader and bla, but she keeps ditching me and blowing me off and all this other shit. Now I’ve been kinda pissed at her for a while, for a few reasons. First of all, like I said before she blows me off and doesn’t talk to me. I’m shy, that pretty much because everyone I try to trust either betrays me or doesn’t really care, and I finally got to the point to trust her but she doesn’t listen. She says she cares but she just fakes and ditches me for any other opportunity to do something else. Second she is just a huge hypocrite! I’m not going to get into all about that tho… Well she also gets really mad at me for being so shy and then when I try to say anything she tells me to be quiet or shut up! I mean make up your mind, do u want me to talk or not! Ugg there is so much more I could go on with this but I wont. I seriously am done with her. I want to go up to her and slap her in the face and tell her to go fuck herself. I’ve wanted to do this for so long now, I’m just done

Hey guys, so i’m just gonna type about my day again, but I promise today will be shorter than yesterday… ya, even I wouldn’t want to read as much as as I wrote yesterday, well that’s probably because I just hate reading, lol. So lets see today was just kinda an eh day. I got detention, I forgot books, school just kinda isn’t going well for me, ya know? Well on the bright side, drama practice was fun, well I mean I liked watching it, getting forced to participate wasn’t my favorite, but it was fun I guess. Then I went to youth group and my leader (that I mentioned yesterday) is really trying to push me out of my personal bubble of comfort and actually talk, I’m fine with just listening and sitting quietly in the background, I’m not a social person! end of point, story over. But on the other had she didn’t bail on me this time, we went out after and just talked and stuff, now I don’t talk very much, so it was kinda awkward and ya, especially at the end where I finally admitted to another human who I truly have a crush on and have had one on since 7th grade. I told her and she kinda laughed a little but not in like a total mean way, but that he was her cousin and I totes forgot and now I’m a little worried, I just told a relative to the guy I like that I have a crush on him! Well, wish me luck with all this, have a good night from a Little Miss Danger!

Hey, so im little miss danger. I’ve had a lot of stuff going on in my life and just thought hey why dont i just vent about all my teenage bla on the internet. so here i am, posting my life for all to see. So, a few things you should know about me, I am a sophomore this year and I live in the bay area, so yes, I have California girl problems. I love to act and I consider myself a purdy strong Christian. I always feel that you should express yourself and show who you are no matter what others think, because life would be so much better for, like everyone, if people would just tell the truth instead of building their lives on a growing pile of lies. Other things you should know is that I love Doctor Who and my dream role is to play the companion one day, also I watch Bones, Teen Wolf, Glee, and Full Metal Alchemist, with some other shows in there. Alright I think I’ve shared enough random facts for ya, maybe i’ll tell some more later, ya neva kno. So I’ll just get to the point of telling about my day or whatever.

Alright I’ve had kinda a poop day, first i forget like almost all my homework and feel the wrath of the dreaded High School Teachers, dun dun duun! Then i find out that I don’t get the part I wanted in the school musical, and I was like man, that blows, at least I got a part and wasn’t just yelled at about not having talent and to go die in a hole or something because of my terribly shy personality. Then during class right after lunch I get a text from a friend of mine that I was gonna go hang with after school. She texted me saying that she couldn’t and that she had work and all this bla, but that was just other words for “i’m bailing on you, sorry”. well, let me tell you why this is kinda a big deal for me, because with just any old person I probably would of just been like, whatever, but this was different.Her name is Rose, and she is a leader at my youth group, and college student, and bla and whatever. I look up to her like crazy, she is one of my role models, she is so strong in her faith, really pretty, and insanely nice to everyone. Tell you the truth i really wish I was better friends with her, but every time I try to talk to her, she blows me off, she doesn’t seem to notice or anything, but i really need someone here that isn’t just a computer to vent into, because like i mentioned earlier, I’m kinda shy, I’ve eaten lunch in the bathroom before and just stayed as that awkward strange girl in the back of the classroom with no voice. Well now I’m talking and I have a lot to say. So ya, I think I’m done venting for today, hopefully Rose won’t bail on our plans for tomorrow, so this is Little Miss Danger is out!